Hello my fellow deviants!

<sub>I wanted to apologize all of you - my dear active watchers and the ones whom I watch - for my recent silence - I am very very sorry and believe me that I miss all of you
Recently, my activity on dA seemed very poor: occasional fav's n' runs or comments & faves on random deviations, not on the ones which I had on my huge deviations list in my messages box I am saying that because some of you look into my favourites (personally I love doing it and I also like when I disover that someone actually took a look on my favs that's great thing!) and I don't want you to feel miserable 'cause you may think that I'm ignoring you. No. Never I only want to watch my dear friends' works while I'm not in a hurry, not busy etc. I just want to give you proper comments and attention.
Hope you understand

And my overworking is caused by my high school final exams called matura
After those exams we finish school after 12 years and may start studies. Of course, if you pass!
I can only ask for this favour but... maybe you'd like to keep your fingers crossed for me I have my exams on 4/5/6th May (in order: Polish, English and Social Studies - these are in written form 'cause I also have speaking ones: English on 11th May and Polish on 20th. Yeah... May is a little bit stressful

There's a funny about my Polish speaking exam: the topic which I chose for myself is: 'Compare portraits of crime and criminals in literature and art' and while I was showing plan of my speech to my Polish teacher and we were discussing about the characters and problems which I want to mention, she asked me after a while of silence: "Cate, are you really interested in such things?" and I replied with the most cheerful grin I could make: "Yeah, I think so". Her reaction was a smirk and typical 'omg' quote Our whole conversation made me laugh. It was very helpful but very funny too You ppl from my class: why U were afraid of Lady Di? She's a great person... after lessons

Yeah. And I should be revising right now, you know. Or writing my speech, rofl Naaah, I'm usually the most productive while deadline pokes my back

And you know what? When you're suppose to learn hardly, you actually feel enormous power pulling you to your hobbies/obsessions/interests field. My love to `Harry Potter` is again on high point (especially Ron/Hermione topic and Draco Malfoy||Draco Malfoy/Cate Gral, my OC); also I'm planning a really special event with my friend Natalie and this actually needs a lot of effort (and money, sigh..) but this will be EPIC! I tell ya'!

Also I had an occasion to watch three great films in a past few days:
Monsieur Ibrahim and the flowers of Coran - films based on a beautiful book written by Eric Emmanuel-Schmitt. I think that this films was a nice complete with the book. Omar Shariff was great choice for Mr Ibrahim - he looked and acted just as I imagined him; and the actor who played Moses/Momo was truly gorgeous boy It was a pleasure looking at him.
Fiddler on the roof - epic musical. Great songs, good plot. Great Topol! Mhhhmmm... While I'm watching films like this I actually regret that there's so small group of young people 'round the world who are interested in older productions/music etc. And I also mourn 'cause I realize that current show bussiness is nothing like it was in the past... You know, I'm happy that I was born in the 1990 - 90's were awesome; but when I see young people now, what are they watching, what are they listening (and when I think of adults who actually create those shows/films/so called stars) - I'm sad (and pissed off) - I sound like an old woman! But that's what I think. And that's true.
Candy - I put it on the end 'cause.. 'Cause it was amazing. Actually (I know that I'm overusing this word) I wanted to watch only because of one reason: Heath Ledger. And I really didn't know very much about this film, only that it was purely Australian production. I waited 'till midnight (you see, in Poland it's typical that good films are in such 'wonderful' airtime. Previous ones I mentioned were at 1.30 -3.AM and 10.20PM-1AM. I am a night person but sometimes this annoys me) and I don't regret any minute. Story of Candy and Dan, young passionate lovers, painter and writer whom are slowly destroying their world because of one thing: drugs. I am strong anti-drug person yet there are 2 films that convinced me to the depth of my soul that I'll never try drugs: 'Destined for Blues' and 'Candy'. Yeah, great film about slow self-destruction process; about their Heaven, Earth and Hell...
Hmm, my love to Heath made me forget about Geoffrey Rush! He's marvellous. I just like his style of acting. There's something about him that makes you unable to dislike him At least, I think so

Speaking of my hobbies, something weird happened. I'd never agree if someone have told me this fact about myself like.. 2 years ago. I'd never agree with an opinion that I'll read some comics again since 'Donald Duck' times. And I'd be wrong. I've read... several Batman issues And I'm planning to read more (maybe after the exams) and all because of fantastic villain couple: The Joker and Harley Quinn. I love them as a couple and separately - they're just so madly amazing
I also returned to my fav kiddo times shows like 'Batman: Animated Series', 'The Mask', 'Beetlejuice' etc. I'm searching for those stuff through the Web My Grandma said that I subconsciously want to return to my childhood days, 'cause right now I;m officially an adult. I replied to her: 'Yeah Gran, I agree with your statement. Only one exception: while I am doing it, I'm 100% conscious'

Oh gawd, I created an essay I'm amazed. Seriously. This proves that I miss chats with you - I have too much to say (yeah.. to be honest, that's quite normal )

for the ones who'll reach the end of this enty!

Warm hugs and kisses!
Always yours,
~LadyMortiana.</sub>







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<sub>You think I forgot ya'? no wai!

I miss you so much!</sub>


QUOTE OF THE DAY
"For me, insanity is super sanity. The normal is psychotic. Normal means lack of imagination, lack of creativity."
— Jean Dubuffet.


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_{That's really all, folks!
>^^<}

MAJOR EDIT!!
Okay, I almost finished my exams! Polish speaking, that's one left. 20th May. Yeah
I think I've passed everything in writing form. I was talking with my Polish teacher today and she told me and my other friend what should be mentioned according to the topic of the essay which we chose during Polish writing exam (it was about Jan Kochanowski's- Polish Renaissance poet -poems) and I think I've mentioned pretty much what she had said. Oh and it was exam on extended level.

English (also extended) was quite easy but I also screwed up few things.
But Social Studies... this was a disaster! I almost passed (at least I think so; we don't have the results untill the end of June). And I cannot say it was so extremely difficult; at least it wasn't the exact thing what we expected and what we were preapred for.
And also my reading comprehension skills failed on this exam! There was a few questions where you had to answer true or false and stupid me wrote T/F instead of whole words. And could've lost 8 points. Yet I won't, 'cause idiots always have luck I both called and mailed CKE (Central Examinations Comittee) and they replied that they'll allow this T/F's

But today recompensed every single bad thing from last two months I think.

I ACHIEVED 100% DURING MY ENGLISH SPEAKING EXAM!!

You cannot even imagine how happy I was (and I still am). This really means a lot and I proved myself that I really can and that actually some people are able to appreciate your long term hardwork and that... you can love some other language even more than your native one ♥
In case you'd like to know English was also extended
I don't want to sound like a bragger because I am just really happy and I want you to know that

Also, I figured how to fix the message folder problem so I hope I'll find enough time in a next few days to reply to your comments

Lots of warm hugs and kisses!!
~LM.

PS. Oh, I forgot. Of course, right before the exam when I was supposed to revise something I had inspiration for veeeery different thing. My first music video.
And here's the result:
Edward/Bella: Burning twilight
Yeah, it may be very.. confusing 'cause I am not big Twilight fan. Read the books, seen the film; I'm neutral. But once I was talking with my Twilighter friend and I said that lyrics from Garou's song titled 'Burning' fit Edward's feelings towards Bella.
And after... I think half a year I had huge will to do a MV so... I did. It's not full of effects of something but I really like it and I'm proud of my work ♥ It really goes well with the lyrics, that;s the main point.
Yeah, self-advertisment is a great thing

16,000 PV! Thank you! !! I wish I'd have a mood to celebrate it tomorrow and also passing my final exam... -PLZ!!


... xoxox!


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